i tell you.
my com has problem. issues! it opened i think up to 100 windows! i kept closing and closing. sighs. i had a long blog post! but it got closed too. haha.
hmm. this blog is stale. lol.
anyways, the thai students came today. whee. it was.. pretty fun. haha. other than the language barrier , it was kinda fun!=) haha. so sad i was having test just now. couldnt join them for phtotaking. haha. oh wells.
waited half an hour to see ms tan and she says 3 sentences to tell us some stuff about POTC. and guess wad. i didnt need to know cz i already knew. -.-!!! haha. oh wells.
i wanna fall sick and dun come to school! so tired. i think i will fall sick soon. my bro's sick. and he sleeps in the same room. lol. good luck to me! XD
see. this is short. and i forgot i wad i wanted to say yesterday. sheesh.
i see a hammer. and nails. i feel like hammering something. can i hammer you?

<insecurity feelings are always there. somehow, this feeling came back. i hate this feeling. i dun even feel like going home. i dun feel like doing anything. i just wanna sleep. sleep thru eveything. and anything. sleep and wake up to do nothing. (take sleeping pills and commit suicide) sighs. i wanna stay in bed and just stone. i wanna just submerge myself in something and never come out of it.